Let us paint the picture of fear. Biologically it's something built into us to give us an understanding of our past pains. Fears is often caused by a memory of pain, either our own or someone elses'. Watching Frank Herberts' Dune brought all the old ideas of pain that I used to have back. Much like the ideas in the movie about pain and fear, I also believed that it was something I could control. That I could repeat something however many times and the fear would just vanish. My beliefs, however, never rang true. The more I tried to control my fear the more it grew inside me. At the time I even tried the Bene Gesserite mantra for fear:
I will not fear
Fear is the mind killer
I will face my fear
I will let it pass through me
Where the fear has gone there shall be nothing
Only I will remain.
As silly as that sounds when you live your life without Christ and His nurturing care you will try anything to keep your emotions in check. After becoming a Christian I learned that fear will not longer have a hold on me. 1 Peter 3:14 says, "But if you suffer for righteousness sake, happy are you and be not afraid of their terrors, neither be troubled." Such an odd statement can only be followed if I understand that, "The Lord is in the midst of you, He is mighty, He will save..." (Zephaniah 3:15-17) and that He "will help me and I will not fall to my enemies." (Jeremiah 39:17-18 paraphrased). Once I understand this concept I stand on the solid ground of Christ. Like Muad'dib I stand boldly and declare the things that are true. With Christ I say:
I will not fear
Fear is conquered through Christ
I will give my fear to the Lord
I will let Christ flow through me
Where the fear has gone there shall be love
Only Christ will remain.
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